Delectable Dee

For how long will you keep this up?

It pains me to realize that you don't know me at all, after all these years. For everything that's transpired between us all these times, you still somehow haven't figured me out yet, nor how far my love goes for you. This has so far been the worst.

Rip my heart out, why don't  cha?

I don't want to say more because I still love you. I know I will read this entry years from now just like how I still read the entries I wrote about you four years ago. This time, I don't want to remember.  I don't want to hate all over again.

It's not like you haven't done this before. I just never seem to learn, I guess.

Suffice it to say that you've done it again.

You should be ashamed of yourself. You take the words right out of my mouth. You leave me speechless. Me. For someone so fascinated with words I claim I breathe them, you still manage to somehow leave these lips dry and broken.

Just so you know, I hope you bleed.

4/14/2008 07:42:17 pm

i feel your pain... it really feels bad when it seems like you are still a stranger to someone whom you bare yourself to.

this too shall pass... :)


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